{"id":963,"date":"2009-04-16T16:28:43","date_gmt":"2009-04-16T14:28:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/?p=963"},"modified":"2009-06-12T20:11:46","modified_gmt":"2009-06-12T18:11:46","slug":"always-a-disappointment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/2009\/04\/16\/always-a-disappointment","title":{"rendered":"Always a disappointment"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Mum&#8217;s birthday is coming up and I was thinking of maybe inviting everyone over for dinner and coffee. She&#8217;s been talking how she should come over some day to see what has happened since her last visit. What&#8217;s holding me back? I&#8217;m scared Dad would have something to complain about the food again, that it tastes bad or weird. I&#8217;ve baked a lot of things and there&#8217;s always been something wrong. I do know Mum makes better food but she&#8217;s had a &#8220;few&#8221; more years to practise. (And she always makes the same dishes while I experiment.)<\/p>\n<p>Nothing would make me more happy than hearing a compliment from Dad on something &#8212; anything &#8212; some day. We have a good relationship and I&#8217;ve always been a Daddy&#8217;s girl, so I don&#8217;t understand why I can&#8217;t seem to be good enough in anything.<\/p>\n<p>Urgh. Thinking about this just makes me angry and sad. I need <abbr title=\"A game of F.E.A.R.! :)\">a distraction<\/abbr>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mum&#8217;s birthday is coming up and I was thinking of maybe inviting everyone over for dinner and coffee. She&#8217;s been talking how she should come over some day to see what has happened since her last visit. What&#8217;s holding me back? I&#8217;m scared Dad would have something to complain about the food again, that it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-963","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellany"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/963","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=963"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/963\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":976,"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/963\/revisions\/976"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=963"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=963"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.all-things-me.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=963"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}